i surrender, LORD!

After the Brazil STM trip, there are soo much lessons God taught me....
So much to learn...so much to share...

After I came back to Toronto, back to my daily life....back to "repeating"/"making" all the mistakes over again....

I see a change in myself, that I have the strength to fight my old self...

Lord, once again I come before you, and I want to tell you...

JESUS...I WANT TO SURRENDER ALL THINGS THAT KEEP ME AWAY FROM YOU! NO MATTER WHAT CHANGES I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS TIME. I JUST WANT TO BE CLOSER TO YOU. I KNOW NOTHING ELSE CAN SATIFY ME BUT YOU. PLEASE HELP ME LORD! PLEASE SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE OTHERS LIKE YOU LOVED ME!